what do you want?
how do you feel?
is it the same as me?
i'm tired of guessing.
i didn't want to be involved.
it was just making me sad and tired.
i remember when you asked me that question
i said i don't.
but now i think i do.
i said i was not sure.
but i'm sure of what i want now.
i'm gonna try my best to get it.
but i'm still abit scared that you don't, even though i do.
damn you for confusing me
damn me for not telling you how i really feel
now, i'm not sure again.

on to happier stuff:

on sat:

went to watch the crab flower play thing with

enqi/gf,dawn/jessica,mabel/bitch,chelsea,lynette and the goose

it was okay only

aft that went bedok inter to eat macs with enqi and mabel

MABEL ATE 2 BURGERS!

and she call the 2 of us pigs-.-

took mrt back with enqi

then she dunno how to take bus, so she took cab

SHE RICH KID LA

on sun:

went to church with abi chan and nicole/gayshit

went to tanah merah station

but nicole actually said kallang,.

SO I WASTED MY TIME.

i felt so smart. hahahahaha

so when gayshit saw me

she said i look like.......

i cant say it. nvm

THEN HER PANTS EVERYWHERE TORN

and she going church-.-

she has no sense of self-respect(:

HAHHAHA

THE WHOLE THING WAS IN CHINESE

i didn't understand HALF of what they said

so i just stared at the screen blankly

we had to leave halfway cuz enqi,meowps/ex boyf,abi cho were alr at the mrt station

it started raining

then nicole dont wanna walk in the rain and get sick-.-

stupid leh she.

then i fell down cuz i slipped:(

hahaha. my shirt was white, so it became SEE-THRU thanks to the rain.

went to eat pizza hut

had a bitching session

NICOLE DAMN EXCITED

hahahhah

aft that cabbed to airport to send juliana off

gonna miss her:'(

she sing so nice!!

her boyf damn asshole la!

ask him go die!!!

aft that, cabbed to pasir ris mrt with abi cho.

reached home around 7+

mum was FUCKING pissed at me. long story

on mon:

had aces day dance thing. so fun

had teacher's day celebration. boring.

went shopping with my mum aft sch.

i told her i needed more clothes

so bought stuff from mango, fox, esprit and lee cooper(:

damn happy now!! hahahahhaa

okayy.....

lazy to blog alr

XOXOXO